Is anyone else tired of bad news?

It's over. IVF#1 was cancelled before we even really got started.

Dr Campbell just called me himself to tell me he'd recommend I stop everything and come back in after my period starts and we'll try again. At least we only used up 2 $40 copays worth of meds (Lupron and Ganirelix) and $10 worth of Z-pak and $10 in BCPs so far and I hadn't started any of the stim meds yet.

Even though the follicle was smaller and my lining was thinner, my Estradiol level only went down to 232 from 379 on Tuesday. Like they said, it should be under 20.

I can't help but think there isn't going to be anything they can do to make my body stop ovulating. Apparently I'm like the freak 1% of the population. Yeah me!

We should be able to start the whole process all over again as soon as AF shows. I automatically get put into the next possible cycle and won't have to wait for an opening, so that's good.

Why is this happening?