It's been over a week since we got the devastating news of our IVF failure. The first couple of days were pretty rough for both of us. As the weekend came to a close, I was starting to feel a lot better. (Not that reading emails or trying to write this doesn't still bring the flood of emotions right back to the forefront.)
We talked a bit, worked out a few details, and were able to get scheduled to cycle again right away.
For my own sanity, I am thinking of taking this cycle "offline" and not really blog about things as we progress. Well, at least not publishing the posts. While the support can be utterly amazing, it also feels like it adds so much additional pressure to perform! It was really hard to come back and report the not so good updates.
We all know "it only takes one", but when you have put your whole heart and soul into the cycle, it really hurt to only be left with that one little teeny tiny poppy seed of a chance.
Thanks to everyone for your continued support. I'm sure you can understand how this can be a difficult position to be in. My email is posted if anyone would like to stay in touch while I take some time away from the blog.
I spoke to soon
14 years ago
5 comments:
Good luck to you, Mel.
I only had 1 in my first IVF, so, I know what you are going through. If you want to talk offline, I'm here.
hang in there. you're in my prayers.
Good luck sweetie! Your in my thoughts and prayer. I completly understand needing a blog break. I wish you the best of luck with IVF#2
I totally understand and wish you the best of luck. I hope to see your BFP posted real soon!
honey i am so sorry you're going through this. it took me a long time to come back from my IVF#1 BFN... it is so hard.
sending you hugs and wishing you all the best...
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